Worried....

Yes it is 2:15AM and I am up! I have NEVER had insomnia during any of my pregnancies. I am worried that this pregnancy will not make it. Yesterday I had a decline in appetite, and I noticed that my boobs were not sore AT ALL. They also felt deflated. All of the plumpness was gone. Even after taking my Prometrium, they still feel the same. I am also having bad back cramps right now...or gas. I cannot tell which it is. I am debating whether or not to go and get an emergency ultrasound when the office opens up just to calm my fears. Dr. S told me I should do that whenever I needed.

I don't know if all of this is my mind playing tricks on me because I am quickly approaching that dreaded 9 week mark. I just don't feel like I have been feeling. Granted this only started yesterday, so maybe this is my body adjusting to the hormones, but it still worries me.

Also, this is the second evening this week where I had some weird brownish, yellowish discharge leak from me. It happens for a few minutes, then it stops. I brought this to Dr. S's attention, but she is not worried as long as it is not blood. What if it is some type of infection? My next scheduled appointment is not until the 20th, and I might very well lose my mind by then.