On to the next step

Finally heard back from my Dr. S this morning. Since my RPL came back normal, she wants me to have an HSG. An HSG tests for any abnormalities in the uterus. She said that if this comes back normal, then she will refer me to a high risk OB. I have heard many things about this test. I hear the cramps can be pretty bad, but I'm sure I can handle them. I have had some bad cramping in my lifetime...not to mention that the process of miscarrying is pretty painful itself. I think I can handle that. I think I am more afraid of the outcome. I always had a feeling that I would eventually need this test...call it intuition. For some reason I believe that there IS something wrong with my ute, and that I would need surgery(my biggest fear of all time! I cried like a baby when I had to have a d & c. Not because I actually HAD to have one, but the thought of going under and being put to sleep)! That scares the crap out of me. I guess I'll be going in next month for the test. Wish me luck!