Well today is the due date of my first pregnancy. So far I am handling it well. Maybe it is due to the fact that I am too tired to shed tears anymore. I just have this feeling of being childless the rest of my life, so why fight it. I did take the due date a little hard over the weekend. Streaming tears, hyperventilating cries...the works. Maybe that's why I have no feelings today. I feel completely numb to the thought of my baby.
Oh but I do long for my little one. Thoughts of his/her future, what he/she looks like, the person he/she would grow into. Instead I am sitting here waiting for AF (Aunt Flow) so that I can schedule a HSG. *Sigh* I really hope my body will cooperate with me soon.
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About Me
- ERG
- My husband and I were married in October of 2007. We began TTC shortly after in December. Here is our journey through life, marriage, and TTC.
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