Wow...
I cannot believe it! Well, lately I have been pretty exhausted. I would go to bed early and wake up feeling like a ton of bricks had hit me. B asked me to take a test to rule that out as an option for me not feeling well. I got home from work last night and poas(peed on a stick)....two lines, one extremely faint. I thought my eyes were deceiving me, so I took a digital this morning. Sure enough those all magical words popped up after 3 minutes..."pregnant." I actually don't know how to feel. After everything B and I went through in June, there is a bittersweet feeling. All the innocence and excitement is gone when you get a bfp.
I guess it explains why I have been so exhausted lately, and b*tchy, and emotional, and why one day B's cologne was making me ill to my stomach. This pregnancy is very different from the previous one. I have virtually NO symptoms. Last pregnancy, once I found out, I was extremely nauseous, frequent bathroom trips, bloated, tender breasts, and tired. Now I only have some bloat, headaches, and some hunger pains.
I am really excited, yet cautious at the same time. I am scared that this pregnancy might end the way the previous one did. I do hope this little bean sticks with us this time.
I cannot believe it! Well, lately I have been pretty exhausted. I would go to bed early and wake up feeling like a ton of bricks had hit me. B asked me to take a test to rule that out as an option for me not feeling well. I got home from work last night and poas(peed on a stick)....two lines, one extremely faint. I thought my eyes were deceiving me, so I took a digital this morning. Sure enough those all magical words popped up after 3 minutes..."pregnant." I actually don't know how to feel. After everything B and I went through in June, there is a bittersweet feeling. All the innocence and excitement is gone when you get a bfp.
I guess it explains why I have been so exhausted lately, and b*tchy, and emotional, and why one day B's cologne was making me ill to my stomach. This pregnancy is very different from the previous one. I have virtually NO symptoms. Last pregnancy, once I found out, I was extremely nauseous, frequent bathroom trips, bloated, tender breasts, and tired. Now I only have some bloat, headaches, and some hunger pains.
I am really excited, yet cautious at the same time. I am scared that this pregnancy might end the way the previous one did. I do hope this little bean sticks with us this time.
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