Getting Nervous

My first appointment is this Saturday, and I am starting to get nervous. All the "What ifs" have crossed my mind. B tells me not to worry. That this one feels right...but you never know. A positive note, I guess, is that I have been feeling more nauseous than I did with the previous pregnancy. I guess that is a good sign. I get up in the middle of the night to pee at least three times. I swear I pee almost every couple of hours. Me and the toilet have been best friends!

On another note, we went to S & D's wedding celebration yesterday in Wisconsin. We found out that they are expecting and S is 17 weeks! How exciting! She told us a story about her two previous miscarriages, and I could truly understand. I cried like a baby in B's arms because I know what she is going through, and how much she wants this baby. Every woman who has gone through a loss can truly understand.

I will be doubling up on my prayers in hopes of getting through this appointment on Saturday morning. I do hope all is well. B and I want this so badly. I don't know what I would do if something were to happen again. Everything is in God's hands at this moment.