Monday, August 25, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
A camping we will go
This past weekend was alot of fun. B and I went camping with our friends A and M, as well as his brother and sister in-law. We camped at Kettle Moraine in Wisconsin. Such beautiful weather we had! The bugs were tolerable too. It is just so nice to be able to get away and leave all of your stress, and the hustle and bustle of your life behind for a while. This just might be the start of an annual event. Woo-hoo!
It was a little hard to be there though. There was alot of baby talk going on...A's wife is 20 weeks pregnant, and M's wife is 10 weeks pregnant. I was 10 weeks when I lost my little one. I should have been between them at 17 weeks. It was kind of hard to listen to them talk about diapers, and daycare, and just the joys of waiting for their little one to come. B and I should be a part of that joy. We should be finding out the sex soon, starting the nursery, creating a registry...but we are not. I want to be able to go through this incredible experience with my friends. It is still hard sometimes, but each day gets a little better.
It was a little hard to be there though. There was alot of baby talk going on...A's wife is 20 weeks pregnant, and M's wife is 10 weeks pregnant. I was 10 weeks when I lost my little one. I should have been between them at 17 weeks. It was kind of hard to listen to them talk about diapers, and daycare, and just the joys of waiting for their little one to come. B and I should be a part of that joy. We should be finding out the sex soon, starting the nursery, creating a registry...but we are not. I want to be able to go through this incredible experience with my friends. It is still hard sometimes, but each day gets a little better.
Monday, August 11, 2008
There is a first for everything
Wow. Never thought I would actually do what is popular and start a blog. So much has happened in my life over the last 10 months. I got married in October of '07. B is his name. The love of my life. He brings a smile to my face whenever I think of him. Got a positive HPT in May. Yup, was about to become a mom. So excited, yet so scared of the unknown. That all came crashing to an end when I miscarried in June while on vacation in Mexico. So devastating to lose your baby. So angry with the world, with myself. How could this happen? I was doing everything right...at least I thought I was. I had never been so scared in my life. I had a d&c in Mexico. Had to leave the cruise ship because my health was in jeopardy. NEVER had surgery of any kind before, but it all worked out in the end. My little angel made it to 10wks and 1d.
So I decided after going through all this, it is time to document the important things that are happening in my life. Let's see where this blogging thing takes me!
So I decided after going through all this, it is time to document the important things that are happening in my life. Let's see where this blogging thing takes me!
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